here is an explaination for those who need it

As most of you know i was hospitalized for 4 days. i have severe post partom depression, which is where i am depressed severely from something that happened in my past. i've been suffering from depression for almost 9 years i was suicidal here recently and that's y i was hospitalized. for those of you i've let in so far please don't let teh others in on it. i'm trying to get better and they have me on mood stabalizers and anti depressants both make me sleepy so untill my body gets use to the meds i will only be on for a lil while each time i do get on. i'm working and trying to get me back. but with the meds please understand that i will be loopy because they make me so tired.

on another note

i am not moving in with my dad just yet i'm going to stay at my moms because she is trying her hardest to help but once someting happens such as i get depressed like that again i will be moving but don't worry i will keep everyone updated on everything.

horray ray is still at home woot!!!!!!!!

You can do it, Lyn! I believe you can overcome it. And, I see...you past, huh? Good luck trying to deal, still trying to deal with mine as well.